Sadness

Well Today was a good day. Took the kids over to Jenine's and they played and went in the pool. We had lunch and was just nice. Tomorrow is A play date over my house..should be pretty much the same. Jenn and her kids and Brenda and her boys should be coming over too. Kids galore. It'll be fun. Tomorrow night Scott and I are going out to dinner before our babysitter goes back to school. Going to Aqua Blue, never been before, but heard it was good. Thursday I am going over to my Mom's house by myself for 1 last time I guess. I will have the kids but hopefully it will be closure for me. I am going to miss that house. I miss it already. The smell and everything. Going to be weird not seeing my mom there. I never went there without my mom being home, other than when I lived there and she was at work or whatever. I am feeling so sad lately. My heart is aching w/ just missing people. Especially my mom. But Thursday we should be in contract and soon it will be someone else's home. I hope they make it a good home whatever happens.